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		<title>Etenne at 15:15, 3 January 2015</title>
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;:Last night, when I finally received proof that they knew who I was, tears came to my eyes, but it wasn&amp;#039;t out of fear. Amazingly strange enough, I was happy. I didn&amp;#039;t expect that emotion. Out of every single emotion I did not expect that one. I was more confused as to why, but it suddenly came to me - for a brief moment, I knew how it felt to be free. Somewhere inside myself, I realized that because I knew what my fate is going to be, I was no longer trapped within my fear. I liked it. If they out me, there&amp;#039;s no going back. Be careful what you wish for, guys.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;:Last night, when I finally received proof that they knew who I was, tears came to my eyes, but it wasn&amp;#039;t out of fear. Amazingly strange enough, I was happy. I didn&amp;#039;t expect that emotion. Out of every single emotion I did not expect that one. I was more confused as to why, but it suddenly came to me - for a brief moment, I knew how it felt to be free. Somewhere inside myself, I realized that because I knew what my fate is going to be, I was no longer trapped within my fear. I liked it. If they out me, there&amp;#039;s no going back. Be careful what you wish for, guys.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;:Now, on to the agenda. What can you do to help? Well, there&#039;s a couple of things that people can do. Currently on [[wikipedia]], there&#039;s several battles going on. One of them is regarding my own user page. Perverted Justice and antis are attempting to get me removed from wikipedia because I&#039;m a pedophile. Of course, they&#039;re using plenty of other erroneous claims and accusations against me, and they&#039;re tearing apart my page as we speak because, as I mentioned that in my dreams I wished that I could have a boy in life which I could love and mentor. They called it &quot;sensitive soapbox material&quot;, which they claim is not allowed on wikipedia&#039;s user page. Well, apparently they haven&#039;t looked at other people&#039;s user pages. My page is far from the only that&#039;s under attack. The [[MAA]] article at Wikis is under attack. [[BLue Ribbon]] outlined it in a recent [[&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Boychat&lt;/del&gt;]] post. The project on wikipedia that was once called &quot;pedophilia project&quot; is now been changed to &quot;pedophilia article watch project&quot;. It has been hijacked. Originally the project was to ensure unbiased and objective articles on wikipedia in anything related to pedophilia. This included [[boylove]], [[girllove]], [[childlove]], [[child sexuality]], [[pedosexuality]], the [[childlove movement]], a few names and organizations and such, but NOW it has become an apparent to me the scope of the project has been changed. This was illustrated to me by a fellow wikipedian. I asked the project discussion (??) and he responded:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;:Now, on to the agenda. What can you do to help? Well, there&#039;s a couple of things that people can do. Currently on [[wikipedia]], there&#039;s several battles going on. One of them is regarding my own user page. Perverted Justice and antis are attempting to get me removed from wikipedia because I&#039;m a pedophile. Of course, they&#039;re using plenty of other erroneous claims and accusations against me, and they&#039;re tearing apart my page as we speak because, as I mentioned that in my dreams I wished that I could have a boy in life which I could love and mentor. They called it &quot;sensitive soapbox material&quot;, which they claim is not allowed on wikipedia&#039;s user page. Well, apparently they haven&#039;t looked at other people&#039;s user pages. My page is far from the only that&#039;s under attack. The [[MAA]] article at Wikis is under attack. [[BLue Ribbon]] outlined it in a recent [[&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;BoyChat&lt;/ins&gt;]] post. The project on wikipedia that was once called &quot;pedophilia project&quot; is now been changed to &quot;pedophilia article watch project&quot;. It has been hijacked. Originally the project was to ensure unbiased and objective articles on wikipedia in anything related to pedophilia. This included [[boylove]], [[girllove]], [[childlove]], [[child sexuality]], [[pedosexuality]], the [[childlove movement]], a few names and organizations and such, but NOW it has become an apparent to me the scope of the project has been changed. This was illustrated to me by a fellow wikipedian. I asked the project discussion (??) and he responded:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;:&amp;quot;Because minority and inappropriate opinion has been included into that article in the past. Trying to push Point Of View that is not generally accepted by scholarly sources.&amp;quot;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;:&amp;quot;Because minority and inappropriate opinion has been included into that article in the past. Trying to push Point Of View that is not generally accepted by scholarly sources.&amp;quot;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;

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		<author><name>Etenne</name></author>
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		<title>Bigham: new</title>
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		<updated>2009-05-17T01:09:19Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;new&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;New page&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;*Lightsabre battle sounds&lt;br /&gt;
;Darth Vader&lt;br /&gt;
:Your powers are weak, old man.&lt;br /&gt;
;Obi-Wan Kenobi&lt;br /&gt;
:You can&amp;#039;t win, Darth. If you strike me down, I shall become more powerful than you can possibly imagine.&lt;br /&gt;
*Lightsabre battle sounds, fading into techno music.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
;Rookiee&lt;br /&gt;
:Hey, guys. Last night after making my post about the attacks from [[Perverted Justice]], a few people were asking me about how they can help. Well, first off, I need to lay out a couple of things so everyone knows we&amp;#039;re on the same page. The anti&amp;#039;s know who I am. I know they know who I am. I&amp;#039;ve suspected it for quite a while now, actually. And they seem to think that by outing me I&amp;#039;m going to stop making this podcast. hm, they&amp;#039;re sadly mistaken. Not only do I know that they know, but I WANT them to know that I know. And I want them to know that they&amp;#039;re simply the most chicken-shit little pieces of self-righteous scumbags on the face of the earth. They think that they can break me, blackmail me, threaten me, scare me? (scoffs) Well, I have a message for them: &amp;quot;KISS MY ASS&amp;quot;. I just might be one little broke college student from so-cal, I might even be a perverted pedophile who lusts after children, but at least I have my dignity. If you out me, I&amp;#039;m free. And there&amp;#039;s nothing that could stop me from continuing head-first into this, because you would have already done what I fear most. &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
:Last night, when I finally received proof that they knew who I was, tears came to my eyes, but it wasn&amp;#039;t out of fear. Amazingly strange enough, I was happy. I didn&amp;#039;t expect that emotion. Out of every single emotion I did not expect that one. I was more confused as to why, but it suddenly came to me - for a brief moment, I knew how it felt to be free. Somewhere inside myself, I realized that because I knew what my fate is going to be, I was no longer trapped within my fear. I liked it. If they out me, there&amp;#039;s no going back. Be careful what you wish for, guys.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
:Now, on to the agenda. What can you do to help? Well, there&amp;#039;s a couple of things that people can do. Currently on [[wikipedia]], there&amp;#039;s several battles going on. One of them is regarding my own user page. Perverted Justice and antis are attempting to get me removed from wikipedia because I&amp;#039;m a pedophile. Of course, they&amp;#039;re using plenty of other erroneous claims and accusations against me, and they&amp;#039;re tearing apart my page as we speak because, as I mentioned that in my dreams I wished that I could have a boy in life which I could love and mentor. They called it &amp;quot;sensitive soapbox material&amp;quot;, which they claim is not allowed on wikipedia&amp;#039;s user page. Well, apparently they haven&amp;#039;t looked at other people&amp;#039;s user pages. My page is far from the only that&amp;#039;s under attack. The [[MAA]] article at Wikis is under attack. [[BLue Ribbon]] outlined it in a recent [[Boychat]] post. The project on wikipedia that was once called &amp;quot;pedophilia project&amp;quot; is now been changed to &amp;quot;pedophilia article watch project&amp;quot;. It has been hijacked. Originally the project was to ensure unbiased and objective articles on wikipedia in anything related to pedophilia. This included [[boylove]], [[girllove]], [[childlove]], [[child sexuality]], [[pedosexuality]], the [[childlove movement]], a few names and organizations and such, but NOW it has become an apparent to me the scope of the project has been changed. This was illustrated to me by a fellow wikipedian. I asked the project discussion (??) and he responded:&lt;br /&gt;
;??&lt;br /&gt;
:&amp;quot;Because minority and inappropriate opinion has been included into that article in the past. Trying to push Point Of View that is not generally accepted by scholarly sources.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
;Rookiee&lt;br /&gt;
:Another route that the antis are attempting to (thwart?) is my hosting at Liberated Syndication. Thus far, LibSyn has stood steadfast in the position that they are merely a soapbox to allow anyone to speak and in their own words and be taken to test for what they say. They&amp;#039;re probably going to attempt to bully them into submission. What I would like from you is some letters, comments, and E-mail to Liberated Syndication, showing how much of this podcast is needed, and that it is not inappropriate material, quote-unquote. And on a more broader scale, I would just like to see people out there blogging, saying what&amp;#039;s on their mind and talking about their feelings about what the antis are trying to do to us. We need to take a more pro-active stance on this. This is not just a fight between a bunch of moralist goons and a buncha perverts trying to fight over who wins the internet. This is about our right to speak. We know who we are, we know we&amp;#039;re not &amp;quot;perverts&amp;quot;, and we have fair right to association with any organizations that we see fit, as long as we diligently abide by their terms of service. &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
:The PJ&amp;#039;s call me a leader. (laughs uneasily) Someone who I respect very much once said to me: &amp;quot;the way to check if you&amp;#039;re leading is by looking behind you to see who&amp;#039;s following&amp;quot;. I never asked to become a leader, and I don&amp;#039;t wanna become one. But if they&amp;#039;re gonna push me into that direction, let&amp;#039;s have some fun.&lt;br /&gt;
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